try describing the "Big-L"? try bokeh.

Until this present of time, I found myself living in a world that have a never-ending descriptions about the "Big-L" (honestly, I'm kinda afraid - or awkward - to say the word). L this L that L high L low L blah L blah blah.

And noo one, no one illustration, could take me nearest to the L feeling after bokeh. (what is bokeh?)

feel this.

and here're bokeh I made myself (still working on)

blurry. and beautiful?

long distance. oh. eh, huh?

before u read:
I'M NOT REFERRING THIS POST TO ANYONE. I'M NOT!
(..talking about denials~ lol. better than admitting, though)

so I just finished reading the #nowplaying story by joyce, and I just, well, how to wrap this up: TERTOHOK
first let me say "u go girl" to the author for making such beautiful story. not everyone can introduce "the life" through words, so, u should go for the show, betch!:)

honestly, I found the relationship in this story is too strong to be true. They're separated, they're torn, fall deep,  struggling, but finally still end up holding what they believed in.
I once fall deep like Karin in this story. just like IN this story. I say it one more time: JUST like IN the story.
But then time past, distance washed it sure slowly. And now, less than 2 years, I barely feel anything.
I don't know how wrong it is, or actually, how right it is, but I'm sure back that time, I fell deep. And distance changes like everything. I can't get it how people do it. I just don't. I used to be (that naive), but now, I don't.

Bless u people who past it well done. *cheers

Oh, and congrat to Karin & Petra!:)