try describing the "Big-L"? try bokeh.

Until this present of time, I found myself living in a world that have a never-ending descriptions about the "Big-L" (honestly, I'm kinda afraid - or awkward - to say the word). L this L that L high L low L blah L blah blah.

And noo one, no one illustration, could take me nearest to the L feeling after bokeh. (what is bokeh?)

feel this.

and here're bokeh I made myself (still working on)

blurry. and beautiful?